A lost soul,
In a world of people galore,
A wandering mind,
No where particularly inclined…

Coldness engulfs the heart,
Now nothing tears it apart,
Hard as a stone,
Break it- like sand it will be blown…

Trying to fit in,
Rules of self, from the beginning,
Trying to belong,
While remaining strong…

Sensation of dé·jà vu,
With each passing day it grew,
Jinxed feel,
Never leaves the heels…

Eternal Quest of utopian land,
Thoughts are all bland,
Meandering like a river,
No sweat, no shiver…

A storm within,
Ravaging everything,
Leaving barren grounds,
And nothing but emptiness profound…

Creative Time pass@office..

I rise up and start anew,
I look up and throw down my blues,
I dance and I smile,
I am at peace for a while.
I can love and I can fly,
Life is no more dry,
my world is sunny and bright,
its an end of a long night.
Each passing day gives me hope,
I feel like trotting around the globe,
my fears have abated,
and my soul has elated.
As a person I have grown,
and I no longer groan,
With my pain, I can now deal,
my wounds are all healed.
I will not look back and cry,
I will give chance a try,
My spirit will never shake,
I have risen and now I am awake...

"koi itna paas na aaye,
ke dil ko dard de jaaye,
koi itna na rulaye ,
ki aansoon sab sookh jaayen.
kyun aata hai aakhir dil kisi pe
dil aisa na kisi par aaye,
ke tanha kabhi usko koi chod jaaye.
kisi ke dar par jo hamne di dastakh,
raasta hi woh badal gaye,
koi aisi rah na dikhaye,
zindagi bhar ko gumrah tumhe jo kar jaaye.
aitbaar kya karen is dil ka,
har kadam par isko humne behlaya hai,
koi kya samjhaye kisiko,
nasamajh ban jo daaman chuda jaaye.
saath reh kar bhi na jaana saath,
dil ko ab yeh hua ehsaas,
koi kya saath nibhaye kisika,
haath se haath jo chuda jaaye... "

Life shows many colors..some happy some sad...read this somewhere today and realised once more today that life is not just balck and white.. Infact it has more shades of grey than 1 can ever imagine..people cry over love when actually no one knows what love is...a friend recently shared his thoughts over love and must say really intriguing ones...was impressed and thoughtful at the same time.. Acc to him, Love is no longer there.. its just a commodity one wants for himself these days...with love there is no expectations...and this would make all the love claims void.. all the love poetry void...all the heartbreaks meaningless...coz love means just giving...u love someone not expecting that the person will stay with you forever...you just love...

last few days @Infy

never knew resignation cud be so boring!! I mean how else to kill time apart from coming late, taking long breaks ,leaving early,Calling, chatting, emailing etc etc

what rotten luck, everyone busy when amz free... this is just not done :)
missin the lovely sunshine so that I cud atleast go out and well.. just enjoy :)
forgot my ipod at home, so music is a luxury today...

i'll make sure next time I resign I have a POA to be implemented in the post resignation days!!
till then hope I wil find some ways to make the last couple days bearable :)